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Previous Posts  AAHHHHHHH!! ughhhhh wrong or right? help please. well well well... another old writing something i wrote a while ago. just some randomness for now. and now i am.. this suckkkkkkkkkkkkks. i'm having a great day! hmmmmmm i made a new album ok...so..Subscribe
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Mar 6th, 2008 this suckkkkkkkkkkkkks.the mood extremely crushed doesn't even begin to describe how i feel right now...
my grandparents had to put my dog down......
i'm so sad because i feel like my dog was the only living connection i had left to my mom...
we got tyson as a puppy for my mom before her surgery before she died... after my mon died i took tyson so i could take care of her....almost 8 years later my dog is gone..
i know it's probably so stupid to feel this way over my dog...but she was everything....smart, sweet, and the perfect lab anyone could ask for. i couldn't afford to have her at my apartment...so she was with my grandparents until i could....but she got really really sick and started attacking the other dogs at the house so my grandparents had to put her and the other big dog "nikki", down.
i feel honesty like shit and that i have nothing connecting my mom to me anymore.....and no one seems to understand...
as if i wasn't sad and depressed enough already...let's just add this to my damn plate....i don't think my heart can take anymore....
i'm sorry if any of you think me being so emotional over a dog is stupid....but like i said...i feel like this was all i had left...
she was my dog...goodness, i loved and still love my dog...
i feel like crap..and i hate the fact that i couldnt afford to have her here with me....i just feel so bad.
i can't even really explain it. i've been nonstop crying all day and night..;..and i'm not one to cry....at all....but i can't seem to stop.
someone shoot me now. please. maybe god will strike me down..one can only hope right now. My mood: extremely crushed This Journal Entry's Comment Board (3 comments)
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