The Blog of iveseenitall

Wow...it's over..it's finally over...I'm free..I'm free!!



But part of me doesn't like it.  I'm never going to wake up and see the same people everyday again...i'm never going to see the same teachers..i'm never going to be the same..



I've finally figured out who I am...granted it took me a while to do it...



I'm the good friend.  I'm the one everyone remembers as nice.  And I'm okay with that..



I'm the dork...and i'm okay with that too.



I think I definitely took these past 4 years for granted..but..maybe..the 4 years that you're in high school..you're supposed to take those years for granted..



Just look at how everyone changes:



Freshman year- It's a new place...you're the little fish in a big pond..you are naive and innocent..you walk through the hallways with absolute "awe" realizing you finally made it to high school...you never thought you would..

Sophomore Year-..It's okay now..you've had a year of experience..but you're still not fully aware of all the possiblities that are available in high school...you're still learning..some friends you were friends with last year..have changed completely..some you're still really good friends with..

Junior Year- You're almost done..this is supposed to be your most challenging year...college applications..harder classes..pressure..pressure from everyone..but at the same time..this year is also your "down" time...you know how high school works now..

Senior Year- You've waited 3 years for this...you're finally the "big dog" of the school..you pick on underclassmen because they have to still be there...but then...you're there still..then..christmas break comes..and you're saying..."where did the first semester go?"  Cap and gowns, graduation announcements..money from people you don't really know..(but hey..it's money..)..and you realize...you're graduating..it's just right around the corner..so close..you can almost reach it...you've grown up...you've been accepted into the college of your dreams..but you're still wondering.."where did all the time go?"  It flew by without the slightest acknowledgment of slowing down..you're waking up to a new life..one of freedom..senior year..is your last song..you can't believe it went by so fast...you're no longer naive and inncoent..but yet..you still are...



And like me...you think...I'm free...I'm free..



But part of you doesn't like it..



You're no longer sheltered..



You've found out who you are..



You've grown up..



You've discovered that you were a dork..but you're okay with it...